story of my life searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong really loves my company hes more than a man and this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue but clouds are rolling in because i m gone again and to him i just can t be true and i know that he knows i m unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy i can see him dying i don t wanna do this anymore i don t wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don t wanna hurt him anymore i don t wanna take away his life i don t wanna be... a murderer i feel it in the air as i m doing my hair preparing for another date a kiss up on my cheek he s here reluctantly as if i m gonna be out late i say i won t be long just hanging with the girls a lie i didn t have to tell because we both know where i m about to go and we know it very well cause i know that he knows i m unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy i can see him dying i don t wanna do this anymore i don t wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don t wanna hurt him anymore i don t wanna take away his life i don t wanna be... a murderer our love, his trust i might as well take a gun and put it to his head get it over with i don t wanna do this anymore (anymore) i don t wanna do this anymore i don t wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don t wanna hurt him anymore i don t wanna take away his life i don t wanna be... a murderer (a murderer) no no no no yeah yeah yeah